There could be a time but it has become forgotten
The universal time with the ontology of histories instead of presence
An ontology that has deteriorated
A place in space that doesn’t hold the possibility
Of the pure and spatial being
But everything is cast into time
Where I am unable to understand
To divide
Away from longing for the unknown
The unknowable and its meaning
And here is where it all is
All the light that leads to emptiness
And that emptiness
That absence is beauty
That absence is being
As it is found in death and dissolution
Being finite in my lexicon of words and experiences
It is the intangible
The incorporeal
The unanswerable questions which cannot be breached
That defines
Shapes
Sculpts
Warps
Describes the limits
Possibilities of human existence
And I seem light?
What cannot be guessed or calculated?
What must be unveiled?
Uncovered?
Conquered?
All that is unimaginable
Where I meet you
For each limb that crumbles I would wonder where and when I am?
What is this longing?
Each cell that is shed is progressive transformation
Transmutation
Every single point of dissolution
Divorces the object of experience from the object of knowledge
Becomes object language
Truth events
Being finite
Something we can’t keep or cancel
This is reflexive investigation
Being final
I am not unveiling
I am forming
Being fine
Being a moth disoriented by the light above my head
Be without a hallow shell of ideology
or
Catalyst contingencies
Flatten out the suspense
Because its just withheld information
Where I am tired of being
In a single universe unconnected
Always ill but never dead
Eventuality unbeknownst to me
Without conflated moieties
Hermaphrodites instead split in two
Left to wander
Without being together
Being-towards-death
Where “we” doesn’t exist at all
Where on TV are we?
There could be a time
A place in space
Where I am unable
To divide
Being finite
For each limb that crumbles
Each cell that is shed
Every single point of
Dissolution
Being finite
Being final
Being fine
Being
Be
B
Flat
Where I
Doesn’t exist at all